Hello,
Thanks for choosing health care magic for posting your query.
I have gone through your question in detail and I can understand what you are going through.
It could be possible that you are a homosexual by nature. In that case, its very difficult to change your sexual orientation. In some ways, it may be done by intensive
psychodynamic psychotherapy but in most cases it is not successful. But the good news is most of the homosexuals are bisexuals. so in that case let the feeling of having sex with boys be, you may try having sex with girls.
Even if you have feeling towrds men, its nothing wrong. Its natural and
homosexuality is normal and not an illness.
Hope I am able to answer your concerns.
If you have any further query, I would be glad to help you.
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Wish you good health,
Kind regards
Dr. Srikanth Reddy M.D.