I am very , very depressed, cry all the time, and just don't care about anything, I have NO JOY at all, I can sit in a crowded room, and watch everyone relating to each other, and wonder what the world is so happy about. I have no peace. Am to cowardly to take my own life..is there any cure for me. I want my joy back, and want to care about something or anything in my life again. Have been this way for about a year now.