Question: sorry i know its a lot but i need help....I am so undecided about everything i feel like a crazy person, sometimes I'm doing good accomplishing things, & then the next I'm weak & extremely depressed. I can't find what to do with my life! My bones hurt, I'm itching all the time, it seems to be with the humidity. One day my face started to numb & my left body area. My lower back of my head is always hurting, my feet are in pain when I wake up & my thigh is in pain now. I'm never comfortable anywhere or anyplace. The only place I find myself comfortable is at church and when I am helping others with my same problems...but I think I need help now. I get huge Panick attacks that make me shake in heat flashes when I'm in fear of trust, alcohol, or drugs. I can't anymore...My head hurts because I can never concentrate and my body is always in pain. I hate my heart beat racing so fast that the next I can't get up in the mornings.