Depression, insecurity - Online Doctor Chats
Doctor : hi
User : I need help.
It's making me feel really really sad.
This has been made worse by my feelings of insecurity brought about by the way people treat me and
lacking confidence every since my eye injury sometimes im the happiest person in the world but within
seconds i can become sad or angry or even just upset.
I like to be able to trust people, I have a big thing about loyalty but no one has ever really
cared that much for me. I feel like nobody is interested in me and I cant work out why. i used
to be friendly and cheerful but now most of the tim im sad and like to sit in dark rooms and be by
myself, but then i'll get so sick of feling like shit i get up and go out and drown my sadness in alcohol or weed
. i used to be the most out going person out of my freinds and had a big social group of freinds i always soclised
and and never lackedd confidence.
I currently have two good friends who haven't gone but even they are slowly creeping away i ignore phone calls
and duck and dive from people when i go out
. I just don't fit in. I feel I'm the one people least care about, I'm the one people are
least excited to see. It's getting to the point that I can't physically socialise; I get filled
with dread whenever I go out as I know I'll be left out. I get panicky.
I'm so convinced there's something wrong with me that I get all flustered and muddle my words when
I have people's attention, as I feel so under pressure to try and make an impression.
I don't know who I am anymore. I've always believed in being yourself but being myself doesn't seem to
be working. I'm giving up on trying. i have thort about suicide for years ever since i was young but never gone
thru with it because after a drink or smoke i'll forget i even thort about it. i dont eat properly anymore and
force myself to eat 2 times a day.
User : this has been going on for for 4 years now.
Doctor : your age
User : male
and if willing name
User : 23
User : jay
jay things around was well
it may be
the real culprit
if you are in a fix
then you have to
find a way to get it right
if there is nothing that sought
it will be cured
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