help me "why people should not smoke?".?

I'm going to die at a young age. i don't know when but i know I'm losing years off my life. the scary part is i don't care. even if i am a husband and a father, i don't care if I'm going to lose years of being with my family. why? because i smoke. i smoke and like it. if i was to try to quit smoking to live longer and enjoy my family, i know i would not be able to. it's too addictive. i smell like smoke my lugs feel like they are hardening over the years I've been smoking, when i die it will be something like lung cancer, emphysema, heart attack. who knows what? but i can tell you it will be painful and take a long time to kill me. but i just can't quit. it's something i wish i never started. and in that alone is a good reason not to start. try checking out www.philipmorris.com for information about smoking. other then that I'm not sure where else to look on line